E jealousy monster is eating me up. Yet i dont know wat to do with it. I dont noe how to handle it. Or maybe i haveb been handling my thot well. Just letting it wonder ard and develop n slowly eating my up. Slowly killing me.
Can i jus slp for 17 days.and den wake up. I dont wanna see i dun wanna hear i dont wanna know. Yet i juz csnt control i find ways to see to know to dig and evything. And when i noe i see i dig it out. Jelaousy monster eats me up. Im so tireddddd. 17days to goooo jiayou meixuan. Stopping this jealousy. U can do it  there is nth to jealous about. Ntj to insecure. Nth. Juz be confident think about wat u wan get out of this jealousy. Nthhhhh. It juz hurts u more n eat u up till ur left with nth.

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