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Monday, December 31, 2012♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

is close to e end of 2012 and here comes 2013....hope 2013 will be a better better better one.....HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! gonna go watch firewk later!!! hope it doesnt rain later....

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Friday, December 28, 2012♥

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yay i improve!!! hahahs kindof happy my gpa increase...and for e v 1st time in uni i gt my A+....although still second lower but im still happy tt i improved....seriously dunno y sum pple although deprove but at least they still got a 1st class y still so sad...maybe tt life....as u go higher u ask for more....is lyk for me to ge 3+++ im happy le...others with higher grade althougfh they get 4++ for this sem they are sad cos is deprove...but compare to us isnt it still better.... maybe life is lyk tt...once u get use to a certain lvl a certain life a slight drop or poorer condition u feel sad even though if u compare to e rest ur still relatively well off.... is lyk a rich guy....with a drop in wealth he feel sad....but if u compare e wealth he has is still above e average pple.....is reallie depends on whether u kan bu kan de kai n what kindof standard ur at now...and wat u expect from urself....when we dun expect so much maybe life will be much happier...e higher e expectation e higher e disappointment....

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Wednesday, December 26, 2012♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

Most unhealthy addictions are fed by a sense of resentment. When we do things that we know are bad for ourselves, it can really only be because we are angry about something that happened in the past. The activity in question, regardless of what it may be, makes us feel a bit better – for it takes our mind away from what we would rather not think about.

This is so true...n im guilty of it at times...

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My love will stay wif u forever ..

My tao hua yun seems to be gg downhillT.T....hope 2013 will be a better one...hahahs...last few days to e end of 2012 n e start of a new yr....

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My love will stay wif u forever ..

merry christmas!!! hahahs ytd went to wk at 1 altitude a super super coool place with realli realli nice scenery is 360degree!!! is so tall at l;vl 63 n it makes mbs look so small n nth.... hahas....abit boring for e wk at 1st cos was standing at reception area alone....no one talk to me ncant see e scnery but finalli gedt to request the manager to let me go up....heehee....at last not tt boring got pple talk to me hahahas.

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Tuesday, December 25, 2012♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

命里有时终须有命里无时莫强求是一种自我安慰的说法,开解心灵的不忿. 一切随缘就是要保持平常心来对待事情, 不以个人需求来衡量得失. 凡事经过自己的努力,大家或对方采纳与否只能听天由命,也看他们对事物的理解和感悟与你的经历是否共鸣. true true...but sumtm easier said den done. lyk is hard to yi ping chang xin dui dai...sumtm even if u wan to e heart mite not be able to do that it mite not be able to control. or at least not in a short time unless u manage to sumhow control it n see things more openly. if we can yi ping chang xin dui dai things maybe life will be better...

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Thursday, December 20, 2012♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

Ytd went timbre switch sooo nice hahahs...got live band nice singing hahahs...okies im getting broke...oso getting super wild this hol hahahs...lucky i hav got a job although juz three days better den nth....hope this sat wk is gonna be fun...kindof worry to go wk alone a new env....xmas eve gonna wk at 1-altitude!!! Totalli excited hahhas kindof cool.....hope evy thing go shun shun li li for wk... Now gg one fullerton!!! Hahahs ginna go chill with jiajia....girls nite out.^.^V

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Sunday, December 16, 2012♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

Ytd juz went to watch ah boy to men super funny muvee!!! Nice nice.... Nice dinner too at hand drip coffee... Realli realli nice day ytd^.^ big big smile heehee...

Anyway juz went to scape for flea hahahs feel happy now bought 2 cheap dress n 1 short but tt oso develop my new want...high waist denim shorts hahahas not got to search internet blogshop for tt.... Actualli found a nice short tt is wat i wan but is kind of small dun tink i can fit in...even if can i tink tt will be quite tight is exactly e same as wat e model wear with one of e tube top on catwalk close....

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Monday, December 10, 2012♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

That awkward moment when you try to forget him but he gives you more attention.

Totalli so true

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Saturday, December 8, 2012♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

Shinee conc is totalli so high lyk clubbing...memerise by onew smile on par with jonghyun body ahhahas....totallli damn nice....but lao liao lyk ard 4 songs ialrdy feel so tired.... For e few hrs i totalli juz focus on e conc n thow all e prob to e back of my head but now bck to life bck to cruel reality but i suddenly hav a change of mindset im not trying anymore guys all hav motive when e motive gone they dun juz totalli throw u one side...y guys all so xian shi....

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Shinee concert is totalli so high lyk clubbing...was at e mosh pit juz totalli high high high...damn shiok although wasnt standing in frnt but still not too bad can see clear enuff if they come up front... Totalli memerise by onew smile...omg i tink my bias can shift from jonghyun to onew liao.... Hahas ofcoure jh de body still e best lah... Aft tt now i so tired...actualli when they start singing 4 song i alrdy tired le...lao liao..hahhas can realli say this conc is so high more high den jj conc... Is lyk realli high thru out no wonder pple all wan attend such concert....
For tt few hrs i totalli throw away all my fan nao n evything n realli enjoy lyk a party n clubbing lyk tt...now bck to life all e prob tt is bothering me comes bck agn...but suddenly i tink i shld giv up...without even trying anymore is kindof clear i guess...i dun nid fren with motive i only nid fren tt are sincere....y r guys all so xian shi...with motive

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i realli dun have e courage....maybe low self esteem or wat i dunno.....no courage in mani areas...mani mani...im too afraid to fail i guess....i dun even hav tt courage to step out tt 1st step...maybe i shld try...but i haven try i ready think of failing...omg wats wrong with me................ love ah.... realli makes a person heart mind n evything go crazy whether r u in a rs or not in a rs having someone in ur heart...this is juz tooo torturous....juz when u wan to give up tt person giv u hope agn....y cant things be more simple...... in a rs or even if not in a rs e one tt loves is usuali e one tt suffers.... n is realli realli true.... i juz wan an ans...but i guess i can nv noe tt ans without stepping out.... pls give me tt courage to step out to take action i dun wan to be in this state is too tortorous...maybe i shld share this out with fren..... y cant love be mmore simple more direct....one loves another n e other loves u back..n express it out isnt it more simple rather den not saying not expressing or acting in ways that let pple misunderstand or create tt opp for pple to misunderstood..... i juz wanna see how u tink.... smtm i cant helpo but think m i a nuisance...........apps so much .............can u juz act more clearly...n let me get e msg pls den my life will be much easier rather den left hanging dere making me guess this is so torturous!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Friday, December 7, 2012♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

Last paper !!! N holiday will come!!! Im totalli so excited not for e paper but e holiday tt comes after it....tmr im gg shinee conc!!! Tt makes me look forward to hol even more...all thank to my lucky kore who won a lucky draw hahahs.... Gonna go high high high...anyway gonna go find job after tt oso nid to earn money!!!!lots of things i wanna do n buy...nid a new hp, rent car during cny, maybe if i have enuff $ can buy mini ipad, den do ipl blablabla mani...in all i juz nid money...oh yeah n oso shopping all e blogshop suddenly looks so attractive to me....

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Thursday, December 6, 2012♥

My love will stay wif u forever ..

Lucky i still have this blog for me to write evything...suddenly i juz feel better realli feel better...much effective den blasting music....

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My love will stay wif u forever ..

Once agn u came n affect me...disrupt my heart.... Y y y .... Now i nid music to calm myself calm my heart calm my mind....u kindof giv me hope n later feel as if e hope is crush...how i wish i can see pple mind see wat they are think...see pple heart see wat they r feeling as least i noe an ans....i hav no courage to pursue cos fearing of failure....maybe i shld giv it a try? As least even if i fail i wun be wasting my time anymore any waiting for sth tt doesnt giv me e result i wan...maybe i shld after my paper tmr during e hol....

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