My love will stay wif u forever ..
[5:51 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever ..
[8:53 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. ia realli a wonder how one person has such a great impact on another person life juz a simple thing can create a great diff...juz a msg can makes a person smile...or feels better. n yet a lack of msg turns e person world upside down... love ah love ah..... it feels as if lyk is an addiction to a person...without e drug life is lyk a torture..... therefore love=drug=addiction and is hard to jie diao.... love=poison feel as if lyk ur gg to si diao sumtm my poison n addiction seems abit too much....
[4:25 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. im loss, confuesd of wat to do nxt....i feel trapped yet released...dere seems to be nth tt i can do now....who can understand me n help m,e out of this....no matter how fren are dere for u to cheer u up...certain things r juz left to u n only u can do it solove it recover from it.....they cant do much except cheering u up....
[11:51 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. failure to a weak is juz a destruction...a lower of hteir alrdy low self esteem..they cant help but start to doubt themselves...thinking tt they mite not be good enuff which is y they experience failure....
[11:49 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. i seems to hav destoryed it myself....我自己搞砸的。。。。好后悔
[11:37 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. I AM TOTALLY SO NOT OK..... i cant control... what is this...is only lyk afew wks start of 2013 n i juz failed to meet my resolution...cried for the past 2 wks.... so fedup tt i juz throw awasy e new yr resolution tt i wrote tt day.....now im so loss....is lyk trap in a wu bian wu ji de da hai bu zhi gai wang qian zou wang na zou or juz stay put.....ytd wasnt so bad but at nite n today it juz.........i wsanna do sth crazy for me to fa xie... ear piercing? e urge getting abit stronger....maybe i shld go out for a walk go nex or cp starbuck mug oso shuang maybe i shld do tt.... anyway juz exercise but doesnt seems to keep me happy....blast music .....sad song makes me cried harder.... retail therapy? bluey contacts for a moment i feels better but now here im blogging....actualli blogging is good i can realli write wat i wan here for myself to release myself........ since it stops raining maybe i shld step out of e hse.... ear piercing maybe i would if i have money now....but abit broke can only wqait till pocket money come..... i dun lyk myself for being so weak!!!i shld l;earn to be stronger n not hold things so tightly...i shld learn to let go but it is hard when dere seems to be some hope or false hope maybe.... i will only let go when there is realli no hope totalli no hope n when im being told straight in my face tt i lose.......... who can i share all this with...... sumtm i suddenly realise tt at this stage of life there is 2 grps of pple tt will always be dere for u. family n good friends...
[2:59 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. are u ok shldnt be ask sumtm...it juz cos a person who is not okies to remove tt facade or isit facet???ah wateva n breakdown......but sumtm dere is no other way to ask....only pple strong enuff to control n hide it can go thru it when being ask are u okies.....
[4:50 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. u once agn came n destruct my mind my thot agn...i thot telling u i will get e ans but now e same fucking feeling is back agn n agn....is realli torturous....i juz wan an ans a clear cut ans.....sumtm i hope even if is a no for an ans is better den not getting an ans...at least i can fang xia....i noe i can stop rather den now im not sure to stop or continue...
[4:02 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever ..
[6:41 AM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. its all over.... cried when see ah gong for e v last time.... now it feels so empty...dunno how to describe lyk weird weird de feeling some where in heart....we will all miss you ah gong......... was trying to keep away from the sad emotion when they were walking n at e crematory....this is too sad...managed to controlled myself.... nan de past 5 days got things to keep me occupied...now bck to life agn all e prob sad things....im still so affected by things....why is dere whatsapp....y is dere a last sen kindof function......it makes me feel so.....
[2:41 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. ah gong juz passed away on mon early morning. and tmr is e chu bing day.... is all coming to an end.... juz came bck saw on fb cousie posted photos taken tgt with ah gong...realli tears juz flow juz kleep flowing realli v sad... sheng lao bing si is part of life but sumtm we juz cant control e emotions n accept it.... crying doesnt mean we cant accept it maybe it juz an expression of emotion which we cant control....
[1:17 AM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. oh my tian i juz did sth crazy......=.=...what happen to me i m juz getting so wild n ki siao.....
[12:55 AM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. juz read this on fb is realli kind of true 如果你无法给她幸福，就不要葬送她的幸福，因为你一时的冲动，很可能会造成她一辈子的悲剧。 from e same post saw this. 男人啊! 都是欲食类动物 hahahs juz laugh upon seeing this line....
[8:36 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. i have been blogging for 6 yrs or even more i tink...this is soo long...come to think of it time has fly pass so fast...things happen happy sad.... growing up changing environment. from bowen to aj n to ntu.....life has changed so hav i.... incidents happens...creating part and parcel of my memories...... suddenly juz 感触量多..... an another thing. y do i always fall for short,flirty talksative friendly guys tt makes me feel insecure.....i told myself not to fall for such guy but now i seem to fall for this pattern ag=.= maybe some mistakes n lesson we juz nv learn...or even if we learn we juz somehow cant stop ourselves from such mistakes or rather maybe is not mistakes is juz e same eventwith an unknowing result.... how i wish myh heart cn juz listen n follow e brain...which seems to be the other way round instead as of now..... no wonder some pple choose not to peng ai qing cos is too painful whether r u in a rs, or an lian or wateva related...
[1:21 AM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. sometime i juz feel so confident or daring but e nxt moment it changes i feel lyk giving up...i wan to fang qi...but the heart juz cant do it....e mind think one way e heart think one way........i shld che di si xin without even trying???
[11:14 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever ..
[1:22 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. 201314!!!!
[5:41 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever ..
[2:55 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever ..
[11:37 AM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. Card 3 (The Lovers) : Your fears » Ones heart is ruling ones head! You are so afraid of being hurt you are paralysed into non-action. To have or not to have? To stay or to go? Throw caution to the wind, great happiness awaits you if you can trust what you feel and ignore the fear and do it anyway. credit to: http://www.free-tarot-reading.net/readings/reading.php is kindof true lyk a spot on of how im feeling now....
[10:15 PM]

My love will stay wif u forever ..
[10:23 AM]

My love will stay wif u forever .. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! ytd went to watch firewk but sian lah kenna block particially by the museum at mbsT.T cant take nice pic...after tt walkwalkwalk to fullerton dere de starbuck to chill hahhas then jiu chat chat lah...is lyk pple are lyk all facing love prob...gan qing ah....zhen tong ku...esp an lian.....how i wish we can see n read each other mind life will be much easier rather den being dere always guessing wat e other is thinking...暗恋真的好痛苦...lets all wei ai jiayou ba!!!! may we all achieve happiness n be tgt with e person we hope to be with in 2013!!! may 2013 be a better one filled with happiness , love laughter warmth money n evything good.....
 Always keep the faith!!!


  this irritating thingy block my nice firewk viewT.T
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