My love will stay wif u forever .. i realli dun have e courage....maybe low self esteem or wat i dunno.....no courage in mani areas...mani mani...im too afraid to fail i guess....i dun even hav tt courage to step out tt 1st step...maybe i shld try...but i haven try i ready think of failing...omg wats wrong with me................ love ah.... realli makes a person heart mind n evything go crazy whether r u in a rs or not in a rs having someone in ur heart...this is juz tooo torturous....juz when u wan to give up tt person giv u hope agn....y cant things be more simple...... in a rs or even if not in a rs e one tt loves is usuali e one tt suffers.... n is realli realli true.... i juz wan an ans...but i guess i can nv noe tt ans without stepping out.... pls give me tt courage to step out to take action i dun wan to be in this state is too tortorous...maybe i shld share this out with fren..... y cant love be mmore simple more direct....one loves another n e other loves u back..n express it out isnt it more simple rather den not saying not expressing or acting in ways that let pple misunderstand or create tt opp for pple to misunderstood..... i juz wanna see how u tink.... smtm i cant helpo but think m i a nuisance...........apps so much .............can u juz act more clearly...n let me get e msg pls den my life will be much easier rather den left hanging dere making me guess this is so torturous!!!!!!!!!!!!
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