Saturday, July 18, 2009♥
My love will stay wif u forever ..
ok we r drifting apart ....i noe.....my zhi jue alrdy told me.....yea......dere is juz prob....orob shld be wif him....he doent luv me lyk b4 n i tink alrdy no mor feeling le ba.....less sms less communication.....i juz knew it.......dere is juz prob.......mani prob...............i c it i feel it....my zhi jue v zun ....yan guang v zun......last tm c jiu can c hu lyk hu......realli v zun...maybe gals de zhi jue jux so zun n mor sensitive ba....ok bck to e topic......yea he dosent hav feeling for me ....completely no feeling or still gt abit i dunno...............juz toldhim we juz consider n tink whether each other r realli e rite one ......e impt one in each other life......den told him act i oso gt abit sian diao of his sms lah..................he oso he i tink is alot ba....haha....so now juz tink whether is he realli e one for me..........e rite one..............he too .....gg to giv each other sumtm to tink bout it.....told him tat if dere is realli no mor feeling den i tink we shld stop....cos i cant hav sumone hu doesnt luv me.....yea.....tat it for now.....
btw my mum tat dae told me nt to take it too seriously juz play play jiu hao...lol...my mum funny sia...hahas ...i m indeed listening to her not to take it too seriously lah.....den can na de qi fang de xia....
actualli not too sad ow...abit gt lyk relieve burden
lyk feel v light......not realli v sads......lyk tat tm......gt drops tears but ok leh......not tat kind of ku till si qu huo lai...is juz one 2 drop of tears n it stops...hahas... i oso dunno y lah.......unlyk tat time ku until so tong ku...i realli feel v relieve now or at least quite.....maybe i hav been wanting to said tis to him tinking of ending juz tat i cant since now he alfdy say his feeling den i said tat im sure his feelings den i can tell him to tink n if no feeling den end it break up....yea cool finalli gt to use such a word in my blog here.....of cos din use tat word to him lah......
yay na de qi fang de sia....bu yao becos of 1 tree fang qi e whole forest...hahas.....dere is bound to be a handsome tree...or maybe i can find my prince in tat forest....hahas.....
yea now say lyk everything ended....haven end lah...but i tink may end lah......so juz now muz make e best da suan n move on.....cmon......na de qi fang de xia....at most juz lyk last time my fren de pm say...to forgt u e only way is to fall in luv wif someone else...hahas....tat is completely true even if is juz infatuation lyk last time secsch but it dose wk...wahaha....
we broke up le......im bck single and available......
was quite sad lah...gt hu wun b sad de...............wasnt tat sad act as compared to tat time whn i noe some1 lyk him.....dunno y lah...maybe b4 tat i alrdy prepared to break up le............but i feel quite relieve lah.........hav thot of breaking n since he mentioned den i juz tell him loh.....blablabla.......stead n being fren is diff u cant bcos scare to lose me tis fren n use stead to kip me as lyk ur fren den tis isnt e way lah......tis 2 r diff things...................
it is juz infatuation ba....make clear of luv n infatuation both r diff....i tink urs is juz infatuation ba.........zzzzzzzzzz.................im gg on my life a whole new life........n im gg out to e forest to search for my bai ma wang zi agn......wahahas....as for now....i finalli can call myself wahaha mrs kim.....wahahas....kim jaejoong......i bck to e gal e crazy fan....yea...n jaejoong gt say b4 he nxt time will marry his fan n tat fan....wahahas....is meeeeeeee.....wahahas......
luv hurts it realli hurts....if i noe it hurt so much maybe i wun wan to fall in luv wif him.....disrupt my life............
kelvin told me sth...do ur part n e rest is beyong ur control le.if it realli breaks u shld smile nxt tm instead of crying becos he lost sum1 hu luv him but u freed ursself frm some1 hu dun luv u.it is his lost....u din lost....
yea ......gd man...kelvin...yea...if it edns i will make myself prettier for my self for my sake....n let other gals n guy xian mu...wahahas....let him noe tat it is his lost....haha but i dun lost anythng...i can live a better life without him
omg wat a gal.......do u noe u gt panda eye......gdness so dark le use concealer lah ...aiyo gal oso dunno how to hide up e ugly parts.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
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